Heh... nobody on my chat list is around. Guess everyone's reading that book.

High school has ended; I'm a big girl now. As I sit here in the summer between high school and college I wonder if things will change on how I (feebly) attempt to meet girls. I wonder if college will present many new opportunities, or if it'll be just like high school. Going to a community college I wonder if I'll have the same experiences of open minds and liberalism that seem to be more prevalent at four-year schools.

I wonder when I'll find someone that clicks.

So I'm up again and still wide awake. Perhaps I'll nap later this afternoon. My body clock is severely screwed up at times. In general I like to sleep in and stay up late. When's a good time for me to try to think? Probably in the afternoon is when I'm most with it. When's a good time for sex? Any time :) What a silly question.

So now I sit here, awaker (is that a word?) than normal, pondering my day. Actually there's not much to ponder. I've got things to do. Places to go. People to see. Or something like that. Actually this morning I'm interviewing someone to be a morning attendant. Then at noon I'm going to lunch with a friend.

And tonight? Same thing as last night. What was it? It's a mystery! Or not. I'll post more about it later.

Good thing about having a laptop conveniently located next to bed? When you randomly wake up at this time of the morning you can sign on and check things.

But I think I should sleep more. It's effing early. Sleep is my friend. Why does he evade me?

I need to find more chat friends in the same time zone. I'm sitting here and nobody is around.

Yesterday a court ruled that yes, couples are couples, regardless of gender, and they should get the same benefits. Some day we'll get to a point in this country where it doesn't matter what form of genitals one has and everyone has equal rights.

Some day.

It's been really hot the last couple weeks. Like over 90, or over 100 hot. This week is only supposed to be in the 70s and 80s which is just fine with me. I'm not a big fan of super hot, because I tend to just get super lethargic. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. All I do is sit on my ass all day so how can I be more lethargic. But I know what I mean... I just don't have motivation to do anything. Hopefully this week will be better. Hot and sweat is only good in one context, and that's after a wild time in the bedroom. That certainly hasn't happened in the last two weeks.

And hell yeah, there's a "lethargic" mood on here :)

So, creepy stalker person is now taken care of, I think. That's why my myspace page went away. I need to create a new one. I should be online more and updating this journal as well.

Oh yeah, we're going to Olive Garden tonight. Woo hoo!

Sorry, it's the little things that excite me at times.

Get to know me:

"This is the problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me- something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you."

Connected dreams? Yeah. Me dreaming about an internet connection that works. Mine is jacked tonight. So no chats :( And limited livejournal :( Tomorrow is a new, better day. A day in which Qwest might not suck.

So here I sit on a Tuesday afternoon with not much going on.  I should go hang out outside; the weather looks decent.  I just got done going through some pictures from this weekend; I should post some later tonight if anyone cares to see.

I see there is a moving truck and some folks unloading things at the house two doors down which has been empty for a few months.  Yay for new neighbors.  I'll have to go see if they're out and about and say hi.

We're heading out to dinner tonight for my uncle's birthday.  We're going to Hooters.  Yeah.

Good pesto is really good.

Bad pesto is really bad.

That is all.

I just saw this news article about a local bus driver that kicked two girls off the bus because they were kissing and then hugging. It's so wrong it just makes me so mad... that driver needs to be fired. I see straight couples showing affection all the time. And this is the Portland area so I see gay couples showing affection all the time too. If I'm on the bus with a girlfriend, I should be able to kiss her, and it shouldn't be a problem for the bus driver. His job is to get us from here to there, not to judge.

Ugh, I'm so pissed.

I've never done an online journal before but as I graduate and start college I figure now might be an interesting time to start. I plan to do this for a while and don't anticipate abandoning things. I want to share my thoughts, my life, my dreams, my fantasies. Also from talking to a friend I think one of the great things I'll be able to do on livejournal is to meet some new friends. I love my real-life offline friends but I also enjoy chatting with people online. If you want to chat my messenger name is TheJuliaTrap on both Yahoo and AIM. Anyway I guess this is a pretty boring first post.